this is really happening
For the past few weeks the thought that I might not actually be pregnant has been haunting me. I took another pregnancy test yesterday, just so I wouldn't show up at my ultrasound and have to listen to them say, "um, there's nothing in there."
These feelings have hindered my attachment to the baby that I was not entirely sure even existed.
When they showed me the little face, and hands and feet, and when he/she wiggled about... oooo, my little baby won my heart.
And then when I was loading the pictures of the ultrasound onto my computer, this picture of the boys imported along side. It suddenly hit me that we are a three-kid family! AND we make a most adorable little babies EVER.
By the way, cutting Sparky's hair was the saddest thing I've done in a while. It was so beautiful, but he was so sweaty and miserable. He has a massive mop and this is going to be a long summer.
Anyway, back to the bathing beauty. Here's a wave for you all!
Don't worry if you think he/she is a little strange-looking. I'm not done yet. Give me until December 30th or thereabout.
These feelings have hindered my attachment to the baby that I was not entirely sure even existed.
When they showed me the little face, and hands and feet, and when he/she wiggled about... oooo, my little baby won my heart.
And then when I was loading the pictures of the ultrasound onto my computer, this picture of the boys imported along side. It suddenly hit me that we are a three-kid family! AND we make a most adorable little babies EVER.
By the way, cutting Sparky's hair was the saddest thing I've done in a while. It was so beautiful, but he was so sweaty and miserable. He has a massive mop and this is going to be a long summer.
Anyway, back to the bathing beauty. Here's a wave for you all!
Don't worry if you think he/she is a little strange-looking. I'm not done yet. Give me until December 30th or thereabout.
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